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The storm is coming The rain and the wind is creeping closer Darkness engulfing everything Do we run from it? Or do we dive in? Thrown by the waves Scorched by the lightening Deafened by the thunder. Either embrace it or flee Do not stand idle You will lose your mind in the anticipation In the helplessness The storm is coming Which way will you run? 6/3/2012

What am I afraid of? Pouring myself out Giving everything I have Sharing my life Opening my soul Just to find it was a lie       To lose my heart again 8/30/2011

Should we be punished for our past? Does it matter how we decide to live our future? Who do you see me as? Can I be my own person? Are my actions and feelings futile? So many questions We talk of vulnerability Do you feel vulnerable? I feel battered Is this vulnerability? Is this just fear? Will this strengthen our foundation       or will it collapse 8/31/2011

What is it that makes us feel alive?   Anger   Fear   Sadness   Love   Friends   Hate What happens when we have nothing?   Do we cease to exist?      Carry on as empty shells? What fills us   what makes us whole? Can our tears cleanse us   will they drown us? I wish not to be cleansed   the silence is comforting Maybe through the darkness there will be peace embrace the sorrow Surely the pain will help   we can find that we are truly alive. 04/15/2011

I try not to hate Not to despise Not to hold ill will However there is one I look down upon One that turns my soul One that cannot do enough That does not do enough Thinking of themselves too much Worrying of trivial things too much I do not wish them happiness I do not wish them rest Only fit to suffer If only here to lift others They fail at every attempt Selfish Close-minded Arrogant I am disgusted Myself 05/08/2010

My mind is awake My heart is heavy My thoughts are not clear My brain will not function My mind is empty My body is screaming I can't do this I want it all to stop Please help me silence everything I need to escape I'm tied down I cannot break these restraints I do not want to be set free I feel so alone Leave me be I am useless I am worthless I am pain I am disappointment I will hurt you I will scar you Please I will only bring sorrow Run 04/04/2010