The storm is coming
The rain and the wind is creeping closer
Darkness engulfing everything
Do we run from it?
Or do we dive in?
Thrown by the waves
Scorched by the lightening
Deafened by the thunder.
Either embrace it or flee
Do not stand idle
You will lose your mind in the anticipation
In the helplessness
The storm is coming
Which way will you run?
6/3/2012
What am I afraid of?
Pouring myself out
Giving everything I have
Sharing my life
Opening my soul
Just to find it was a lie
To lose my heart again
8/30/2011
Should we be punished for our past?
Does it matter how we decide to live our future?
Who do you see me as?
Can I be my own person?
Are my actions and feelings futile?
So many questions
We talk of vulnerability
Do you feel vulnerable?
I feel battered
Is this vulnerability?
Is this just fear?
Will this strengthen our foundation
or will it collapse
8/31/2011
What is it that makes us feel alive?
Anger
Fear
Sadness
Love
Friends
Hate
What happens when we have nothing?
Do we cease to exist?
Carry on as empty shells?
What fills us
what makes us whole?
Can our tears cleanse us
will they drown us?
I wish not to be cleansed
the silence is comforting
Maybe through the darkness there will be peace
embrace the sorrow
Surely the pain will help
we can find that we are truly alive.
04/15/2011
I try not to hate
Not to despise
Not to hold ill will
However there is one I look down upon
One that turns my soul
One that cannot do enough
That does not do enough
Thinking of themselves too much
Worrying of trivial things too much
I do not wish them happiness
I do not wish them rest
Only fit to suffer
If only here to lift others
They fail at every attempt
Selfish
Close-minded
Arrogant
I am disgusted
Myself
05/08/2010
My mind is awake
My heart is heavy
My thoughts are not clear
My brain will not function
My mind is empty
My body is screaming
I can't do this
I want it all to stop
Please help me silence everything
I need to escape
I'm tied down
I cannot break these restraints
I do not want to be set free
I feel so alone
Leave me be
I am useless
I am worthless
I am pain
I am disappointment
I will hurt you
I will scar you
Please
I will only bring sorrow
Run
04/04/2010
The storm is coming
The rain and the wind is creeping closer
Darkness engulfing everything
Do we run from it?
Or do we dive in?
Thrown by the waves
Scorched by the lightening
Deafened by the thunder.
Either embrace it or flee
Do not stand idle
You will lose your mind in the anticipation
In the helplessness
The storm is coming
Which way will you run?
6/3/2012
What am I afraid of?
Pouring myself out
Giving everything I have
Sharing my life
Opening my soul
Just to find it was a lie
To lose my heart again
8/30/2011
Should we be punished for our past?
Does it matter how we decide to live our future?
Who do you see me as?
Can I be my own person?
Are my actions and feelings futile?
So many questions
We talk of vulnerability
Do you feel vulnerable?
I feel battered
Is this vulnerability?
Is this just fear?
Will this strengthen our foundation
or will it collapse
8/31/2011
What is it that makes us feel alive?
Anger
Fear
Sadness
Love
Friends
Hate
What happens when we have nothing?
Do we cease to exist?
Carry on as empty shells?
What fills us
what makes us whole?
Can our tears cleanse us
will they drown us?
I wish not to be cleansed
the silence is comforting
Maybe through the darkness there will be peace
embrace the sorrow
Surely the pain will help
we can find that we are truly alive.
04/15/2011
I try not to hate
Not to despise
Not to hold ill will
However there is one I look down upon
One that turns my soul
One that cannot do enough
That does not do enough
Thinking of themselves too much
Worrying of trivial things too much
I do not wish them happiness
I do not wish them rest
Only fit to suffer
If only here to lift others
They fail at every attempt
Selfish
Close-minded
Arrogant
I am disgusted
Myself
05/08/2010
My mind is awake
My heart is heavy
My thoughts are not clear
My brain will not function
My mind is empty
My body is screaming
I can't do this
I want it all to stop
Please help me silence everything
I need to escape
I'm tied down
I cannot break these restraints
I do not want to be set free
I feel so alone
Leave me be
I am useless
I am worthless
I am pain
I am disappointment
I will hurt you
I will scar you
Please
I will only bring sorrow
Run
04/04/2010